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LB TUMBLRAm i getting bored ? I haven’t fully explored so many things ! i need to explore more . Seriously, i think i need someone to go everywhere with me like really soon cause i realised that everytime i want to share something with someone i tend to think who should i share with ? I have my girlfriends but some things i feel like i should share with someone i really like. Good things must wait like what Joan said =) So I’m gonna wait patiently for one. I’m very patient now, better than last time I tend to vent my anger on people that are close to me but now i don’t. So much better than what i was last time. I wonder whether people find me bored or not but i hope i brought them joy by just showing who am i.
I’m having alot of fun being single now. I can go everywhere i like or hang out with whoever i like. Specially Leslyn, my wife cause when i’m attached i didn’t really bring out the time to hang out with her but now i know what are my priorities. Next is Shianne my gf. Though she have so many things to do she will always care for me so glad that she’s there too. Last is Val, my sister. She’s such a sweet girl that when i see her i will automatically be happy. So when will my boyfriend come in ? haha Many people thought i will get one not long after the ex but people if you know me you will know i won’t anyhow get one man.
I might become a slut, bitch or backstabber to some of them but i really don’t mean it. I do stupid things out of anger, overly sad and never think properly. There are so many people i wanna say sorry to but i know there is no use to do anything. I just hope that there will be one day that i can talk to them again, at least say hi. Especially to my a group of friends, i really wanna say sorry to them. Anyway sad stuff over and now i shall concentrate on searching for good food and awesome places to hang out !!! Gonna try out everyone of these awesome places till i die man . HAHA
Learn how to talk because every word that you say is important . Even if one sentence, will just destroy whatever you have . Even if it’s a misunderstanding, people won’t know and will feel betrayed and annoyed . Your reaction, and facial expression explains everything . So don’t show people that you are feeling that way cause if you know how much that person treasure you, you will know how hurt that person will feel . To friends, to couples and to families, we have the same logic .
If you think it doesn’t matter to me, you are wrong . Everything matters to me . I get jealous easily regardless to anything . Is just that … i choose not to be because i find reasons for me not to be .